so, it's been exactly 3 months since the last blog post (this is a total coincidence...for real).

happy oh-sooo-belated new year shamilah's livejournal! puahahhaa. finally the first post in 2012! ;D i mentioned on twitter that i feel like deleting livejournal (i was thinking to start afresh...perhaps blogspot or smth). but after some thoughts, i think i should keep this 'cos it contains so many memories. lol~ the inital plan to blog in february like what i told in my previous post was halted because of the fact i haven't officially end my 3-year poly life. by 'officially end' i mean 'PASS & GRADUATE'. to be honest, i miss blogging. but i'm so determined to only blog only after i've gotten my results. on 20th march, the semester results were in and.............i passed :)

i can never thank Allah enough for what He has done to my life, especially in answering my prayers. thank you Allah SWT.

it's been one of a kind journey in design life. i smiled. later, i cried. after that, i get depressed. and then i turned to Allah. just like a cycle.

one thing i'm proud is that i never give up in the beginning despite knowing i would be going through a tough time as months passed by. but what is a poly life without all the difficulties (and sleepless nights), right. heh.

and i'm so happy that my girlfriends (who are in final year too) passed and graduated! this calls for a celebration! ;D so relieved to have finally booked our 3d2n trip to genting in april. yayy for another girlfriends-sleep-together moment haha!

alright, till the next blog post :) nights!


p.s: i just loveeee ballads in the early morning hours~

i don't know when will i be able to blog calmly like this in the near future. cos one thing for sure i'll be significantly busy. the final year project, module assignments and whatnot. so yea, i think it's safe to say i'm on hiatus after this journal post. and this is my last post for 2011. my new post for 2012? in february hopefully, after im done with my school assignments and when i officially end my 3-year poly life. insya-Allah. in 2012, the most important (education) year, i need to...................

• submit EVERY SINGLE ASSIGNMENT
• pass ALL MODULES
• do really really really good for FYP
• GRADUATEEE~!

I. CAN. DO. THIS.

passing all modules and doing well for fyp are equally important for me.

i hope to become a diligent student.

although a few can't make it on that day, we'll always pray for a future outing where everyone will be present. nonetheless, i love all my girls. my feelings for these girls are indescribable. well, they are just too...precious. but what i know is i'll always pray for us to have ever-lasting friendship. yes, even if we're old and married. teehee. insya-Allah.

ever since the start of fyp, mondays, tuesdays, wednesdays, thursdays, fridays and weekends have been hectic. there's always something to do; those little assignments in between are just asjnkjdsnhlsdszzzz. i hope all these sleepless nights (erm maybe short-hrs-sleep nights) will be fruitful at the end of february later.

79 more days. i can do this, insya-Allah.

p.s: i think i need that garnier eye roller, heh.

hi, it's been so long isn't it?

well, my last public post was dated in june, but i do have private posts in this blog after tht. when i was going through tough times, i'll blog whatever i'm frustrated of at that point of time and make it private. it kinda help in a good way. how should i put it? it's like this blog is my invisible friend whom i rush to and say out my thoughts. and it lessen the stress load in some way :)

moving on, i just reached nineteen years old on the 20th. thank you for the calls/messages/presents from all you lovely people! you know how much i love each one of you ♥

19 years has passed. one more year till i reach the big 2-0. whuuuuuuuut.

this year i want to blog another birthday edition post, just like in previous years. in conjuction with hari raya (which is tomorrow!), i shall blog about my top 19 favourite raya photos :D i know this mission seems hard but i've tried selecting and cutting it down. and so here are the photos in random order.
( selamat hari raya kepada saudara serta saudari setahun hanya sekali merayakan hari yang mulia ini ~ )